Some good moments
The last 8-12 weeks have been tough, sometimes excruciating.The funny thing about mental problems is that they're not easily visible. You can see someone is down and out, but that's about it.
Anyway, I'm getting these things sorted out somehow, seeing Isak smile and evolve is what keeps me up as well as support from Hilde.
It feels like I'm somehow (and have been for a while) trapped in my own mind, thougths, fantasies and nightmares and I get the feeling someone is pushing my buttons but haven't given easily traceable directions.
It's weird, time goes by for decades and centuries and things change, but it is still a game, a game of perception, illusion and invisible groups and dynamics.
Oh well, I think of myself as a metal box which has contained the blast.
Spin away... And keep notes.
[Permalink] [By morphex] [Family (Atom feed)] [04 Jan 01:19 GMT+1]