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New beginnings
Things feel good today. Lately I've been able to relax and just be myself. I guess I haven't been that way for a while.Still taking "enough to knock a horse out"'s worth of Quetiapine, but the meds don't affect me as much as they used to.
I feel brimming with energy, and today culminated in a business idea where I have the concept, the name, the logo (and it's so snug). Just need the resources to get it developed and grown. Not sure it's a big-big revenue generator, but it's a cool thing.
Today is very different from where I was 1 year ago, 5 years ago, 7,8,10,15 years ago. It feels like an annoyance or disturbance has been lifted away.
I can feel, relax, laugh - all with a fuzzy feeling of chill. :)
Still some panic attacks creeping in now and then, but I'm able to control it. I think of them as things that must be combatted and just things that happen as I start functioning normally again.
Life is good. :)
2 weeks until a month in Spain. I'll try something I haven't done in 17 years.. relax and enjoy life for a whole month. No work, no stress.
[Permalink] [By morphex] [Living (Atom feed)] [05 Sep 21:22 Europe/Oslo]